you know? i haven't been on this site in what... a few months?

dude, a lot of stuff has changed.

i mean, i'm not very... addicted like some others are, you know? but that doesn't mean i'm content with the changes...

seriously, i don't NEED a subscription. i haven't posted any of my poetry, and i'm gettng iffy about even doing so. I don't like the idea of supporting a site that switched over from being about the art to something rediculous. i don't find it amussing.

and originally, i didn't make this journal to bitch about changes on dA. honestly, i forgot the original purpose.

maybe it's to say that i'm "alive"? maybe...

well... i'm alive. nobody should fret.
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okay. NOW i remember the purpose of this journal. it's to bitch about the lack of moe. not trying to sound like a crazed otaku, but the majoirty of this sites population... yeah... there's no moe anywhere. moe in the artwork, yes. but not in the actual people.

this poses as a serious problem to me.

especially since the people that do approach me tend to be of the non-attractive, non-moe variety.

call me shallow if you well, but everyone like someone thats good looking. i mean, if you're going to playfully flirt online like underaged school children, then all we have to go by is looks and personality. only expose your looks it if matches your equally adorable personality.... if you know you aren't extremely attractive, then i'm happier with being oblivious.

ha, i'm soundling like a bitch now. sorry about that